I’ve been re watching grey’s anatomy from season one to now and on one of my favorite episodes when izzy has cancer and is planning Meredith’s wedding and this song plays when Meredith comes out of the bathroom in “the dress.”
Now grey’s anatomy has fantastic music in my opinion. If you’ve ever really listened to it like you really only can once you’ve seen the episode once or twice (or 4 times in my case… whoops) you’ll notice certain things about how the music, like how alot of times, the lyrics don’t fit what’s going on in the episode at all but i realized, most people i know of, don’t really pay attention to what’s being said in the lyrics of background music. But the music is always perfect on this show but you dont usually realize it until later.
and i know, you’re probably wondering why on earth i’m paying such close attention to the music of grey’s anatomy and why on earth am i bothering to tell you about it. Well, this song in particular kinda just hit me in the face, right between the eyes. Have you ever had a moment when listening to a song and it’s like it zaps through you like an electric shock? like when you’re a kid and you grab onto an electric fence holding the animals in their pen… this may be an analogy not totally applicable to all of you but it’s so totally relevant in my life from summers on the farm and this thin little wire was all that kept 2000 pound horses in their pasture. but i digress.
anyways, electrical shock music. It’s an amazing feeling but also I found myself a bit afraid and i’m not totally sure why. I mean, yes fear is an emotion I experience a lot, even more so lately but i can’t for the life of me figure out why this song makes me feel amazing yes scared at the same time. i’ve gone through the lyrics again and again and it’s not a threatening about it. Maybe it just hits close to home about how i’ve been feeling lately. I dont know but i wish i did. Maybe one day i will but until then i think i’ll just enjoy the song and maybe watch some more grey’s anatomy.